Tank!

What is wrong with my handphone?! Why is it auto shut off itself? It’s very irritating! Or is it that this second-hand phone is ‘too’ old already? When I have the money, I will be buying a new phone. Not sure what phone yet. And for the umpteen time, stop switching off! Until I say so!

Late for duty. Kept forgetting things. At first, forgot to bring my Vicks Inhaler. Realised that I forgot to bring my tag. Went back again.

The stage. *Wow* When the musicans are playing. It’s like performing in the city. Will take a photo of it tomorrow. Watch out for this space.

After the first session, I went to hall 7 to promote AMC. Had a late lunch. Second session starts slightly early. At six. Live telecast throughout the whole world at seven-thirty.

Rebecca Tan from Malaysia came to perform for us again! She’s very awesome. She is making me want to learn how to play violin even more.

Tank, from Taiwan, came! My camera is in my bag! *Urgh!* Went to take my camera in the end. He sang two songs. Pardon me please if the photos is not clear.

Click here for the photos and videos

Next is our annual Parade of School (POS). Took a lot of photos. Quite a lot of them is quite blur (or too blur). Use my video function to record some of it. Please forgive me for my NTU’s turn to perform for having a bit of hiccups. The first part of the video is missing.

Happy Birthday, Yehui!

Today’s Mood : Average, Normal

Mario. Is an adorable kid game that came out in the 1980s. Will Mario Party 8 be the next great game for the Wii?

Below is taken from Britney Spears’ website.

Dear Fans,

I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.

It’s so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It’s like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don’t know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn’t be here.

Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.

This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person…it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.

I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter…to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a “bitch.”

I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.

I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.

I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.
Love, Britney

Quote of the month…
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.

“I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America” Britney, are you crazy or what? You are going to make mistakes everyday? You are weird.

Today’s horoscope says,

Extended Version:
Your recent fascination with material goods is getting stronger, but it’s not going to hinder your financial growth – despite the fact that your tastes are becoming more expensive. The surprising generosity of someone you know will enable you to enjoy having more without spending more. Show this person the right amount of gratitude, and she or he will keep being generous. It’s not always easy to receive gifts graciously, but your charm will help you figure out how.

For Singles:
Matters of the heart may be emotionally powerful now. It’s not the most comfortable sensation, but it’s very likely necessary for personal growth – and for taking the next steps along your love path.

*Hmmm* My fascination with material goods is getting stronger? Well, I don’t think so. Cos I don’t have a single material goods in shoes, clothes or anything. The only item that is branded is my laptop. *Laughs* Cos it cost me two thousands over bucks to get it. And it is my favourite “toy”.

By looking at the above photo. You can easily tell that is motorcycle is parked on the pavement. What I encountered today, the motorcyclist is riding on the pavement (I was on my way back to office after lunch). This is against the rules. Pavement is for what usage? Is for people who walk. What the motorist doing today, is quite dangerous. What if accident happens? Then he realised that it is wrong? By then, it is too late for regrets or feeling guilty.

What I hate about Wednesday? I hate it when it is eleven in the morning to three in the afternoon. Why? Cos the computer will be lagging thru-out. Due to scanning of virus. Can’t the timing be change to be on Saturday? When it is not on a busy period? It’s kind of irritating.

I have so many magazines in the office. I think I can sell it second-hand! Anyone interested? Lelong! Lelong! 8 days @ $0.50, Cleo @ $2.20, Style @ $3.00, Seventeen @ $1.50. More magazines at home. But those are not for sale. Will throw some of them if I got the time to look thru it all. *Laughs*

Tomorrow is Thursday!! Finally!!! *Hurray* Emerge! Here I come. Sis Jaz manage to get the wrist bands. *Smiling ear to ear*

Before left the office, I ate a KFC medium size wiped potato as MC bought it for the OP on behalf of the company.

While on my way to the Coffee Club Express @ Clarke Quay, to celebrate Yehui’s birthday, I was planning to just get a drink as I went quite late. Suppose to meet at seven. As I need to find a job file that was ‘lost’. When I found I it, it was at the original owner’s desk. It’s okay. Cos she only know Ms K and Ms S. And TC had emailed the first quotation to Ms J. Whereas Ms J is no longer with the company.

Hurt my right ankle again. At the same place. *Darn* This time, the pain goes all the way up slightly above my knees!

Thought of just taking the NEL line home. Decided not to. Better bank in the money first as the auto banking machine closed at eleven. Furthermore, I’m not able to bank in tomorrow.

*Hmmm* Withdraw $30.00. Before dinner. Bank-in $200.00. I increased money by withdrawing. No la. I paid the food with my ‘credit card’. They paying the money back to me.

Let Me Finish

Today’s Mood : Frustrated

Today’s horoscope says,

Quickie:
Get creative with your money. Cutting corners can be not only prudent but also fun.

Overview:
Muscling in on someone else’s territory might get the job done in the short term, but it could be pretty damaging to your relationship in the long run. Is there a better, more discreet way to get around this roadblock?

Extended Version:
You’re used to being creative with your clothes, work, socializing and writing – but when was the last time you got creative with your money? Well, it’s time you did. Extend your creativity into your financial world, and you will see some amazing results. If you can start to see saving your money as a challenge, then you can have a lot of fun finding creative ways to do so. Cutting corners with style could be your new trademark, and it could help you become a lot more materially comfortable.

For Singles:
Work’s likely occupying much of your headspace at the moment, and getting to the contents of your heart may have to wait a bit. The more efficient you are, the sooner you can get to the social and romantic stuff.

Today’s horoscope is more to creative. “If you can start to see saving your money as a challenge, then you can have a lot of fun finding creative ways to do so.” This is what I was talking about yesterday. *Laughs* Will be drawing out the money that I need to save this month and keep it in my lockable box. Been planning it early this month.

Talking one thing, she talks another. My part, I just want to relay what the customer’s message to her, as I know that she is handling the customer’s shipments. Her part, she wants to frustrate her angers out. I don’t mind her frustrate it out. Frustrate it out after I relay my message, please. I just felt I’m been scolded for nothing. Even though she is not scolding me. It’s the tone that she is using. In fact, TC went back to his seat, without listening to the whole thing. I can do the same thing. But I did not. I just stood there, waiting for my turn. Oh why should I stand there and listen? *Darn*

In today’s sales meeting, the salesmen are frustrating out their anger on JT (not the same person). I was wordless in the whole meeting as I don’t want to judge her or anything. And whatever I do, nothing is linked to her. Only to say that I’m still waiting for the sales leads from every salesman. And I’m no rush to it. As long as I have it before TN comes back.

Ice creams. Felt going out and buy it. Been thinking of buying grapes to eat in the office. To eat it when I felt my mouth is itchy for a bite. Instead of biscuits. Which will be very heaty.

WishBoNe, you may try to look at this website or this website to get some ideas for your ideal guinea pig home.

Below is an article taken from Yahoo News

Japan’s Mori wins troubled Miss Universe contest
By Monica Medel Tonight at 8:57 pm

A raven-haired Miss Japan, Riyo Mori, was crowned Miss Universe 2007 on Monday in a contest marked by protests, a banned dress and the withdrawal of one beauty queen on the ground the pageant degrades women.

Mori, 20, the 56th winner of the title, was given her $250,000 diamond-and-pearl crown by last year’s winner, Zuleyka Rivera of Puerto Rico, watched by a live audience of 10,000 and some 600 million television viewers worldwide.

A lifelong ballet dancer from a village near Mount Fuji, Mori wore a striking black gown with colored lapels for the final. Winning surpassed the ambition of her grandmother, who told her as a child she wanted her to be Miss Japan one day.

“My mind went blank,” she said of the winning moment.

During the evening gown parade, Miss USA, Rachel Smith, slipped on the runway and landed on her bottom, although the slip didn’t stop her earning fifth place.

This year’s contest was marked by controversy, with a handful of Mexicans booing Smith in the run-up to the finals because of what they saw as U.S. unfriendliness toward illegal immigrants.

Miss Sweden, Isabel Lestapier Winqvist, unexpectedly pulled out of the event because of complaints in her country that it degrades women. Sweden has won the Miss Universe crown three times in the past.

In another hitch, Miss Mexico was made to change her outfit for the regional dress contest after her original dress, decorated with brutal images of rebels in a 1920s religious uprising being hanged or shot, drew accusations of poor taste.

DREADLOCKS

The annual Miss Universe pageant – which tries to present itself as something more meaningful than a swimwear parade – was first held in Long Beach, California, in 1952. The event was taken over in 1996 by U.S. real estate mogul Donald Trump.

This year, it attracted protesters wearing white dresses splashed with fake blood and sashes proclaiming “Miss Juarez,” “Miss Atenco” and “Miss Michoacan” in reference to places in Mexico made infamous by killings or sexual abuse of women.

In another quirk for 2007, the long, twisted dreadlocks of Miss Jamaica, the contest’s first ever Rastafarian participant, and the close-shaved head of Miss Tanzania stood out from the lacquered manes of the other contestants.

Last year’s Miss Universe event in Los Angeles also made its mark when winner Rivera caused gasps by slumping to the ground in a faint during a post-pageant news conference.

As well as strutting in cocktail dresses and bikinis, the 77 contestants from nations ranging from Albania to Zambia traveled in Mexico in the lead-up to the event, visiting Mayan ruins and learning about endangered animals.

They also had to answer questions to put their personalities and public speaking ability to the test.

This was the fourth time the pageant was held in Mexico, which in 1991 won the crown with beauty queen Lupita Jones.

Mori – the second Japanese woman to win the Miss Universe title – will spend her year-long reign traveling the world to speak out on humanitarian issues like poverty and disease.

Click here for the full list of Miss Universe winners from 1952 to 2007.

Pandas. I love them. They are so adorable. Click SomeSay for her photos. She have quite a number of adorable cute pandas photos. Do check it out.

Taken the below poem from لعـــ قـــطـر ـيون from Flickr. I love the poem.

Is it possible
That someone like you
Could complete me?

You’re the only one I want
The only one I think about
The only one I truly love

You’ve treated me wrong sometimes
As I’ve done the same
But everyone makes mistakes
And your not one of mine

Be with me for the rest of time
I’ll give you my heart
And you give me your mind!!

Lots of …

Today’s Mood : Tired

Today’s horoscope says,

Quickie:
If you are serious about making changes in your life, you need to start today.

Overview:
Finagling your way into a plum situation is right up your alley. The more impossible the odds, the better. You didn’t get this skillful by shooting fish in a barrel. The bigger the challenge, the more you’ll rise to it.

Extended Version:
If you’re talking too much about the changes you want to make in your life, you could be putting too much pressure on yourself — by giving people expectations. Sooner or later, you’re going to have to start delivering results. Today you need to act, not discuss — just jump right in and get something going. The bigger the risk is, the bigger the payoff will be. Once you get into something new, you’ll never look back.

For Singles:
You’ll love anything lovely now, so pry those eyes wide open and take your sweet self out into a world that can definitely seem shiny and new. Take the morning’s energy and carry it on through a great day.

Morning energy, I don’t have any energy for today. Really tired out. Even thought I had slept from 7pm til 6am!

Found this cute little hamster photo in Flickr, with courtesy of Seattle Roll. The hamster reaction, is so adorable. Pets, they are adorable.

Found this cute super-guinea pig in Flickr, with courtesy of Bivoir. Superman version. Supersoffy. *Laughs* Isn’t it cute? Today before I came to work, went to sayang sis’s guinea pig. He was just lying there ready for me to sayang. So obedient.Never know that WishBoNe had blogged for the past six years. I started writing my diary after I read Anne Frank’s diary. Which was is year 1996 (I think). Started blogging at year 2004. Okay, I’m a late blogging bloomer. *Laughs* I only starts blogging when I read about blogging in the newspapers.

Have you seen Sony’s a800 Series MP3 player? Click here for their brochure. It’s in a PDF format. Available colours is white (2GB and 4GB), violet (2GB and 4GB), pink (4GB) and black (8GB). Too bad 8GB doesn’t come in pink. SG$299.00 for 2GB and SG$399.00 for 4GB and SG$479.00 for 8GB. SG$479.00 for 8GB is not worth it, even though the design is nice. I might as well pay SG$500+ for a 20GB MP3 player. It is about worth it for money. Not worth it for the look.

Do any of you have a chance to perform for National Day Parade (NDP)? I never have a chance to. Up to now, I still haven’t heard my secondary school performing. *Geez* Is that bad or what?

Okay, I really hate (or should I say “hates”) talking to AT. Even when I’m not talking to him, he just likes to interrupt. Every word I speak, he will have something to talk back (or to argue, or even say sarcastic words). Why does he likes to be sarcastic? And I wonder why? And he is in his 50s and still single. (-_-)”

Came across this photo on roasted guinea pig Have you eaten a guinea pig? *Gross* Yes, it is. Cos they are such a adorable pets and you eat it. *Yucks* I will never eat pets. I only normal food that is allowed by Singapore. I will never eat such food like lizards (which is sold in Thailand, if I’m not wrong), or any other gross food. In fact, if I see an animal (that is allowed to eat in Singapore) killed and cooked in my eyes, I will never eat. The other time I say clams while it is alive, and I cooked it. When I ate it, I just vomit it out. I only eat it if it is already cooked. And not died in my eyes.

Time to go home, yet I don’t feel like going home. Am I weird? *Laughs* Been trying to chase after the salesman for sales leads as they haven’t pass it to me yet. And I think that TN will be back tomorrow. And he will be asking for the sales leads. *Ergh!* Help me get pass this. Only pray that he is still overseas. *Muahaha*

Computer appearance. I forgot how did I do my computer appearance on my laptop, that links in my Microsoft Word is in pink colour. Trying to make my office computer the same. Can’t. Cos I forgot which function. *Laughs* Anyone can help me?My salary better come tomorrow in the morning. My main EzLink is already negative when I took the bus home. And if salary don’t come in, my spare one will be negative, too. And I hate negative. I would like to see my money grow larger and larger till my bank account is way too full. That means I want to be a zillonaire. A lot zeros in it.

Qi Yuwu have a blog. Got to know it thru 8 Days. His movies (The Home Stories and 881) will be out in August this year.

Emerge 2007. Can’t wait for the day to come. Hope I could be able to get the bangle. As it is entry by bangle or a sport wrist band. Cos the first priority is for the students. How I wish to be a student again. If not, I have to pay SG$50.00 to enter. I don’t mind paying to get in.

My dream is to watch one movie a week. After much deductions, I won’t be able to fulfil it. As after deduct everything that is a must to pay, I left with five dollars to eat per day. I want a pay increase!

Mum cooks my favourite! *Yummy* I missed mum’s cooking. Watched the last three disc of the Emergency 24 Hours – Part 3.

This was taken in the morning.

This was taken in the evening.

Went to have a look at the guinea pig, he is still sitting (or shall I say, stoning) exactly same spot when I left for work this morning! Okay, this is his favourite spot, I guess. The best position for me to sayang him. When I walked away for a few minutes, he started to move around the cage. When I came nearer, quietly, he starts to go back to the same spot, and wait for me to sayang him. *Laughs* Too bad, I won’t be able to. As I just sprayed medicine on my sprained ankle. It is still swollen. But don’t have any pains while going down the stairs.

Emergency 24 Hours

Sis brought home a male guinea pig last night. Three weeks old. Asked whether she discussed with mum about bringing pets home. She didn’t. Cos we both know that she will definitely say, “No”. Cos the other time I bought two hamster home, she was not happy. Actually she love pets. Only she doesn’t like her house to smells. I only wash the cage once a month. By right should wash it every week.

Was MSN with Ynot. He forgot where we know each other. *Laughs* We met in HabboHotel SG, in room Singapore20+. Cougar’s room. He likes Maltese. They are adorable dogs. Not huge and not small. The dog that I like is a bit similar to Husky. Still finding the correct name.

My dream of how my future boyfriend to propose to me for marriage, is buy my favourite dog and tied the engagement ring on its neck. My dream wedding theme is prom night. Cos Singapore rarely have prom night.

Went straight home after service as not feeling well. Watched Emergency 24 Hours – Part 3, which I rented. It’s a Japanese drama. Went to have a rest at seven. Didn’t wake up til sis switched on the lights at eleven. At first, I thought it was five-thirty. My watch is put upside down. *Laughs*

Boring

Today’s felt like no need to work. I mean, I’m working today. But it seems that there is nothing to do today. When will we have a five-day work in this company? I mean, unless we have things to do on Saturday, then we come to work on Saturday. Most of the companies have this kind of method, Saturday is for those people who want to OT. This is what IL (not the actual company name) is doing.

Introduce of Music Part 2

Today’s Mood : Average. Not Sad

Today’s horoscope sounds like crap. Not going to go into the details. If you had read Yahoo Horoscope, you can tell already.

My ankle. 99% healed. 1% not heal as I still have some difficulty in going down the stairs. If there is any sports event, I will be excused from it. *Laughs* Sometimes, I just wish I could have a long vacation. Relax and do my own stuffs. Listening to music, do some research for my own book (still in the making). If I have lots of money, I will shop at Borders and buy lots of books! If I’m a millionaire, I will buy a house and build a house by the beach. Yes, this is my dream house.

Have you guys seen Stephanie Sun’s new advertisement for SK Jewellery? I love the new designs. Sometimes I wonder. How come the main item is promoting, she is not wearing the same design that was advertised. It look so far different. The other time she wore, it came out few months later. But this time, the design is already out. But it is the earlier design.

Below is the lyrics that I love from the soundtrack of A Walk to Remember, Someday We’ll Know by Mandy Moore featuring Jonathan Foremam. Yes, I know, it’s an old song. Can’t help it. I love looking for old songs. *Laughs* The song is so romantic. If only my guy will sing a romantic song to me. Doesn’t have to be written by him.

[Mandy] Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you still on my mine

[Jonathan] Whatever happened to Amelia Airheart
Who hold the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

[Both] Did the captain of Titanic cry?
Oh, Someday we’ll know

[Mandy] If love can move mountains

[Both] Someday we’ll know

[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue

[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you…

[Mandy] Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?

[Jonathan] What the wind says when she cries?

[Mandy] I’m speeding by the place that I met you

[Both] For the ninety-seventh time…Tonight
Someday we’ll know

[Mandy] If love can move mountains

[Both] Someday we’ll know

[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue

[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you…
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Someday we’ll know

[Jonathan] Why Sampson loved Dalilah?

[Both] One day I’ll go

[Mandy] Dancing on the moon

[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you….

[Both] Open up the world

[Mandy] I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

[Jonathan] Watched the stars crash in the sea

[Mandy] If I can ask God just one question

[Both] Why aren’t you here with me tonight?
Oh, Someday we’ll know

[Jonathan] If love can move a mountain

[Both] Someday we’ll know

[Mandy] Why the sky is blue

[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you…
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Someday we’ll know

[Jonathan] Why Sampson loved Dalilah

[Both] One day I’ll go

[Mandy] Dancing on the moon

[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you….

And below is the Bad Day lyrics sang by David Powter.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Because you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

(yeah…)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

And below is I Walked Alone lyrics sang by Green Day.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What’s fucked up and everything’s alright
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a…

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone…

Below is my favourite old time song. If You Were Mine by Bed & Breakfast.

If you were mine,
Everytime you would be the one to make me feel alright
Day or night
Feel you close in my heart
If you were mine
Yes its true
There will never be a day without your smile
Take your time
Baby I would feel so real if you were mine

Hold me close into your arms, never let me down girl
Feel the magic in the air, it’s here
Love is written on my face everytime you’re near me
Just be here and it’s alrite, alrite

~rap~
Every night and everyday
I need your love, its here to stay
Just a day on my way
You gotta keep it in my mind
That life would be so fine,
Oh baby if you would be mine

If you were mine,
Everytime you would be the one to make me feel alright
Day or night
Feel you close in my heart
If you were mine
Yes it’s true
There will never be a day without your smile
Take your time
Baby I would feel so real if you were mine

Since I’ve known you times have changed
Always lite around me
Cos u make my dreams come true
Just before I felt so sad
How the hope is rising
With your love I’m gonna fly so high

~rap~
Feel the magic in the air
Like my dreams it seems love is everywhere
You gotta keep it in your mind
That love would make me shine
Oh baby if you would be mine

If you were mine,
Everytime you would be the one to make me feel alright
Day or night
Feel you close in my heart
If you were mine
Yes it’s true
There will never be a day without your smile
Take your time
Baby I would feel so real if you were mine

If you were mine,
Everytime you would be the one to make me feel alright
Day or night
Feel you close in my heart
If you were mine
Yes it’s true
There will never be a day without your smile
Take your time
Baby I would feel so real if you were mine

Stress

Today’s horoscope says,

Quickie:
You can restore your positive energy by treating yourself well. Give yourself space.

Overview:
It’s time to stir it up. Maybe that means cleaning your house from top to bottom. Maybe that means paring down (or ramping) up your social life so that it suits your new, improved personality. Whatever it is, do it now.

Extended Version:
Feel free to be a little self-centered today – you’re in need of a big dose of TLC, and giving it to yourself will have an amazing effect on your ability to perceive the true meaning behind another person’s mysterious actions. Some problems in your social life have got you taking a closer look at your relationships, and you can restore your positive energy by treating yourself well. It’s okay to say no to that dinner invitation. Just give yourself the space you need right now.

For Singles:
That feeling that you’re forgetting something is only natural, given how busy life is. The paradox is that you’ll have to fit in yet more activity – meditation, exercise, whatever centers you – to uncover its source.

Later after work, I need to go down to Borders to collect my refund. As they are unable to order my Hardy Boys Detective Handbook. But I still have hope it will come in. Will keep my fingers crossed. It’s an collectors item, to me, at least.

Everyday is a stress. Stress for sale leads. I need to find at least 8 x 4 person sales leads a month. It may seem small amount. But it is hard to find. When you have to find new unattended customers from overseas.

Back to School?

Had a weird dream last night. It seem so real. In the dream, I’m going back to school. I want to enter into Singapore Polytechnic. But I was sent to Temasek Polytechnic. Which is very far to me, as I stay in the west. I don’t know which course I’m applying for. Daphne and Weng was in the dream.

Today’s horoscope says,

Quickie:
You should never hold a grudge long enough to get used to how heavy it is. Let go.

Overview:
Life’s too short to live without love. Romantically, maybe you need a new take on an old situation to keep it fresh. On the job and in your personal life, it’s time to find a new passion to keep your instincts sharp.

Extended Version:
You should never hold a grudge long enough to become accustomed to its weight. It’s time you realised that your feelings of anger are hurting you much more than they’re hurting their object. Embrace forgiveness today, and understand that you can’t control how other people choose to live their lives. Any slights or rude behaviour should roll right off your back. Blaming other people for how they make you feel isn’t healthy. Just smile, take a deep breath, and let it go.

Since yesterday, the horoscope kept talking about romance. I don’t see any romance.

If you have read Freedom Writers Diary book, you should have read finish the whole book. My favourite entry is Diary 76. I love the way he wrote the events of the day.

Seems like “Devil Beside You” photo in my Flickr account is the most view. 84 views. *Laughs*

It seems that after I had changed my viewing settings no one actually knows how to read my entries, even though I had stated clearly in my Welcome page that “In order to read my diary, please click the date on the calendar.”

Romance?

Today’s horoscope says,

Quickie:
Sweet romantic memories from long ago will be unexpectedly triggered early today, and they will really get your creative juices flowing.

Overview:
You feel the need for a long stretch of indulgence and luxury. Frankly, you pretty much require it. Don’t wait for permission; go ahead and go after what you need to make you happy. Enjoy life to the fullest. You’ll also get an energy boost when things get boring later today, and this will help you keep slogging through your workload as things start to pile up. Expect some travel in the early part of the week – nothing major, but it will ignite your wanderlust. You’ll know exactly where you want to go next!

Romantic memories from long ago will be triggered early today? It will not happen. Cos in my past relationships, none of them ain’t romantic at all. Today’s horoscope is more to be asking me to be romantic. *Haha* Fat chance I will be. Cos today will be going straight home after work, which is usually I would go home straight after work every day. Except if I have cell group meeting.

If only WordPress allow me to add music playlist that would be great. Cos I find my blog too “quiet”. *Laughs* All I can do is to add it in my Friendster account. Went to try out Imeem’s blog, can’t change the posting dates and time, which is not really good (for me). And loading of the page is lagging. But I love the mood section. Just select what is your mood for the day. *Grins* WordPress, when will you be having this function? The most I can do now, is to key in manually. *Laughs* Will start tomorrow.

My dream is to take at least one photo a day to upload in my Flickr account, guess it’s kind of hard. *Laughs* I try to take a photo of the moon on my way to the bus interchange. My main dream is to be a author. Able to write books, able to write songs. I use to dream set up an audio studio. If you ask me when I was young, what is my dream. I can tell you, none. Cos when I was young, nobody talks about dreams. Til I came to church, I was taught about dreams.

Elanesse went back to study!! Wish I could, too. Elanesse, I’m envy of you. *Grins* Wish you all the best. May God’s anointing be upon you wherever you. Don’t feel that you are the “oldest” in the class, cos nobody is too old to study.

I’m still trying to do at least one sales leads to hand in tomorrow. And I still get none. TN, can you lower it down to at least two or three a week to me and for the rest of the salesman, two or three per month? A sales lead is to look for new customers. Not the present customers. What you want is overseas new customers. How to get? Cos we are in Singapore. We are not flying everywhere around the world every week. It’s kind of unreasonable.